I can’t say I enjoy causeing human suffering. But It seems I am causing a bit with some of my recent blog post. Let it be known, I have and now intend to post as true a reality as I experience. The good bad and ugly. No sugar coating. For honesty. For evolution of the soul. I belive that the more we come to know a universal perspective, the more effective we can improve our situation. To put things in my life here that are troublesome force me to confront my conflicts, and keep them recorded and public so others can learn from my mistakes. So that outside opinion can give a closer universal critizism for the betterment of everyone. I dare anyone else in my d3 class to write things they normally only would think and would only share in utermost secrety. I doubt most have the internal honesty to force themselves to face thier worst parts. Only to let thoes unkind unproductive habits to linger. I wish to make nothing unavailible to public scrutiny. For positive ajustments. So that I can deal closer with reality and less with the imagined world we all create for ourselves. So that I can face myself. Who I am, the good, bad and ugly.

So whoes is on my shortlist latly? After production I couldn’t help but notice the lack of output of my Production Manager Collin Horton. Sadly he agreeded to do the job. Please people if you don’t have enough time to help on a production, say so! And if you find out after the fact say so. And if you don’t have the skills to do the job, let it be known. Don’t have someone rely on you to do your job, then find out last minute you have done little to make up for the slacking at the start of preproduction. So that the director has to spend most the nights before each day of shooting making up for your failure as a professional.

Peace and chicken grease