The song I never made. The words written out, but never played. After the fact. Worse case scenario comes to mind. I imagine all is lost. Every cent. Every moment. Lost forever to a person I will never be. Here I am, someone else. Left with these memories. If only these emotions we not so […]
Entries from November 2010
Maybe I should write songs instead
November 29th, 2010 · No Comments · Uncategorized
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The rutine of our thoughts
November 27th, 2010 · No Comments · Personal Blog
Why wordpress ap? Why. No post lately. WordPress loosing all my post. Oh well. One less emo post in the world. Not much longer. I can see the light. But I am not done suffering for my crimes yet. I introduced god and the devil and expected them to not cut me out. These are […]
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The self, becomes in conflict
November 18th, 2010 · No Comments · Uncategorized
My mind is a battleground. Where 1 demential people fight other one demential people. I can feel the size of each side. But what can I control or not see?
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Reunited with past self
November 11th, 2010 · 1 Comment · Uncategorized
The more things change, the more things stay the same. I cracked the lens on my iPhone. So now all the photos have this reflective effect. Kinda dig it.
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Self justification must be first regarded as self delusion.
November 10th, 2010 · 1 Comment · Uncategorized
This give me all the excuses I need to keep my blog the way it is.
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The trap of anti-utopia
November 4th, 2010 · No Comments · Uncategorized
It used to be, that I was constantly considering my surroundings. Considering how things got the way they are. One of the best ways to predict the future. Fuck you psychics who know your full of it. The deluded ones…well I almost feel sorry for. I hope that I get to be smart again. That […]
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I am the joke.
November 4th, 2010 · No Comments · Uncategorized
If I hear people around me laughing, it’s often safe to assume that it is I they are laughing at. Clayton noticing changed behavior in his GF Rachel, asks if she was breaking up with him once he moved out. She replies yes. Not only that but she told him that she had sex with […]
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