There is nothing in this world that you can have forever. Not a place, a memory or a person. That is beautiful. I only wish we could share more time.

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I touch her face for the last time. In the sunset, holding her head in my hands I kiss. Forced to say goodbye, Orlando could never give me what I need. Except her. I don’t feel guilty for leaving, maybe because we share thoughts, maybe because I imbrace all change. It seemed we had a […]

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Another Fantastic beach day. I post to much that might be questionable for future employers. But it feels dishonest even online with all its stalkers. I feel like the more honest I am here the more honest I can be with myself. The only true way to grow. I want to avoid the term “growing” […]

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Yeah. Made it…. again.

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I look around and know it’s finally time to go from this culture. The age effect on the frontal lobe is observable. I held on to youth as long as I could. We all do but some give up easy. What a beautiful thing.

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Heading to g ville my sister text me. I learn she is already there training new troops at urban flats. My crew and I head over to get some free drinks and food! My sister gives me a great big hug and catch up. Later that evening I have some wounderfull mohitas, leechee and cucumber […]

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You wouldn’t believe me if I told you all the events of past days. For years I have wanted to return to Ginnie Springs and be out of mind. Finally my chance comes and my best boy Mike D came to join. I load up the inflatable matress that has been my bed for many […]

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I look to my brain and get nothing. I have nothing but memories. I can’t be in the moment. Traped in the past, my home. The mind has no mind itself for how to function. I can’t believe she is real.

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Ok time for my big show right? You know that thing I always harp about people not doing enough…. Preproduction….this time even I knew I had about half done that was needed. Instead of having 2 lav mics we had one…. and it didn’t work well. Even after a full day of driving to audio […]

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August 21st Wild time of a life rarley lived Every day as late is packed with responsibility and fun. Being borred seems immpossible

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