Nothing motivates a person like pain. When you numb it you numb your motivation

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The truck for me in life is to get your heart broken so bad, so painful so unforgettable that everything afterwards is a joy.

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I have finished more work than I ever have to do in one period. Exhausted. I feel terrible. Nothing but stupid ideas full my mind. The sweet is not at sweet without the sour.

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I saw her smile at me once one the train. First successful train hookup. This was months ago…. WordPress?

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I saw her smile at me once one the train. First successful train hookup.

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Tonight I reflect inwards. Whoa. Tonight Terrifying. Exciting. How did I get so lost. Must continue to improve in ways not obvious before. You don’t know craziness because it feels like being normal. How could I let myself do such things. Mj makes me feel so guilty. Its a good thing. It feels like after […]

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I just want to see Salomé. Never felt like I have made such a mistake.

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My mind is a whirlwind of emotions. I saw a new photo of her with short hair again. Its been years. I remember my first love. She holds my eyes and I can’t see anything else. Somehow I think this means I might see her again.

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People always have different stories about me because they tend to make stories when they are with me.

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In my mind I see her face telling me she loves me. Over and over and over. I would have said it too. But something tells me I wouldn’t be believed.

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