When there is no action one can take. No need to leave reminders of the things that we desire most. Even the stars our ours. Some of my memories I keep in my pocket. Others I store till they are rip or withered. If so many moments will never happen again. precious is subtle a […]

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I wake up with her, but she is long gone.

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Might as well write. Maybe someday I will learn something. Who I am, is in danger. Survival. It seems a nice thought to not think about it. Looking for inner peace. Seems like a never-ending quest. Would I want that if I could have it….. ?

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This project meant so much to me I was terrified to fail. Almost to a paralyzingly point. But with a little help from my friends I made it. I think it is time to say goodbye to blondie. Bit of a zionist anyways.

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Bad news, life is precious. My knees also.

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You don’t know what you had till its gone. High from the recent events in my life, I know the ground that much better. But the loss is not why I originally what I thought it was. Health – knees Wealth – rent Happiness = companionship – Well at least I live with my best […]

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The pure outrage I have at the middle east just got personal. She most likely leaves soon. One way or another. I did not realize how much I liked this one until today. It’s rare that a girl is as weird and dislikes Muslim faith more than me. The optimism might be sickening. Sick is […]

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Oh redit. You inspire me with your comments and emails. I shall do my best to create more videos you love. But alas my financial situation is far from good. Thus my focus is split. Today I realize how dire my situation is. Between rent, cc, and my medical bill from skin cancer finally roaming […]

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On my way to upstate ny. Somewhere in the mountains. I feel ill from my driver or the last meal. Mikes meals are delicious tho. It’s a rocky future with so many bright but dimming lights. Some of my stars have burned out, only one in a supernova. I miss myself. I find myself a […]

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I am in a sea. Push by the current I am only who I am via the forces of nature. Occasionally I paddle in a direction. In my last moments I think it best if I just live what I have….. happy. Well that is without a front lobe. Responsibility gone I am lost in […]

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