Beth has been visiting the past few days. It’s been wonderfully to share the NYC experience with her,

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Its not about the destination. It’s about the journry. It’s why we watch movies. Not just the ending. I have a leechee shake brain freez if I wasn’t so hot in this subway. I slowly am becoming more concerned about my capstone. Ideas lacking. One funny concept. I would like 3. The more I I […]

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You want to do one thing with all your mind and body. You see no forseeable consoquences. Why can’t one do it, it’s just not in thier nature. So. What will we all do after the quest for knowelge is over? Could it ever be? Could god explain everything to us If he wanted to?

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I get to know some of the most talented motherfuckers. Ran I to Leif at the sirens music fest. As good as it gets. The people mice thier heads back and forth to the music. All I can think Is how did we all get this way?

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I will miss sitting on this roof everynight. No matter how successfully in life, it’s not going to get any better than this. The chemical balnce in my our heads will make sure of that. The good news is that no matter how bad it gets, after about a year, your brain ajust the balance […]

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Ouch. I don’t know if I have the ability to destroy a day of shooting on set by saying no when I am shooting in dangerous situations. What did the steadicam operator say to the lifegaurd stand? Sleeping on the couch in the living room is less than desireable. While making my daily rounds on […]

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The jobs are plentiful. While they don’t pay much they should allow me to at least break even. And the big ones go to getting me out of dept. Hung out with Anthony from Florida who was visiting a female friend of his. Got some papa fritas to share. Soooo good. Made a liitle dinner […]

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Acting gay with a bunch of club promoters. If I pull this Suble act off I get VIP pass to all the nightclubs in NYC. One giant benificial phycologial observation of the human race. As a universal explorer I see the danger and nothing else. What I learn about the human condition it is worth […]

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When the future is here, when they can do anything they want cinematically, when they can create anything digitally, the only thing we will be remembered for is what we can do with our limitations.

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My life has been one of many. I could have died years ago and lived more than millions ever had. As soon as I become a definate person I change to something else. In a lot of ways my life has been a struggle against normalacy and the tourturous bordom it brings me. I seem […]

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