I land in a 3 world fire. Router died, 66 emails deep, and worst of all my Steadicam has not arrived for my shoot the next day. Panic rushes into my veins. Unable to call the french hotel I left the shipment at, I rely on dawn, my very Blonde manager to fix the situation. [...]

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Trees become green blurs as I rise to a quiet alarm, the second time that morning, traveling 300km per hour. I feel panic as I look at my watch, it’s 9:30am. 15 min after my train stop to catch my international flight. Unable to communicate to passengers, I head to the train cafe for hopes [...]

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Taking only my skateboard backpack, camera, skateboard and minimal items I head off the amsterdamn for a 3 days trip. At my hostel they are very strict on non smoking… Unless it is a Joint. I laugh and can’t believe this is what reception tells me when I arrive. My room sleeps 18 but only [...]

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Keeping a diary supports personal development.

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While in Belgium drinking the world best beer. Closing my brain off from the frontal lobe. The secret to creative thought. I am transported back in Milford CT and I am 6 years old. Creating racetracks for cars that don’t exist in the sand. My intangible mind already at work. The roads have inclined curves [...]

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I have so many experiences that would classify me as a living god. Yet here I am, catching myself looking for you. It’s as if no stab be enough to stop my heart. Even if I want it. Dolores park. Smile, close your eye and point your head at the sun.

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Here at the hill we conquered. A training for a lost cause. We had no idea, but I remind myself it was a fun process. Now, barley able to remember. Almost feel a pinch, of that day. Almost. Location:Sonoma

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I see her in a parade. Riding on top of some monster car with the actor from Harry potter. I wish I could still hate her. When awake my sister calls that she dreamed I died. The truth might be close in my sense of the word. We both get sick to our stomach that [...]

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I can only hope this is the last time. But I know it’s not. The deer run along the side of the train. Their beauty contrast with the dead forest. The afterlife of the trees reminds me of my life. I want so much more… Given glimpses of my potential, I might need to re [...]

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