The only parts worse than jealously is thinking something might have happened to you.
 
 I’m hallucinating she’s come in the door,
 
 My text sound goes off its 3:30am thank god she’s ok and awake I say. I look at my phone.
 
 Fuck,,,,it’s Usps….
 
 I want to die or sleep.
 
 Jealousy wants me to be a better lower to my love.
 
 Just be ok.
 
 Noe its 4:12 I imagine P***r might be park of kidnapping group of cute young girls…
 
 I keep thinking there is no way Kat would think it was ok to sleep over and might be in trouble