Wearing my headphones with no music so I can avoid talking to people. Going to yoga but missed my class. No idea it was Saturday. No use going out after the man. Either way it will be a sad night.

My brain seems set in thinking about Salume. My brain from 3 months ago would think I was crazy. All my desire normally spread around is focused on her. And now she is trying to not communicate with me. I can feel the hole in my heart.

It was wonderful spending my birthday with her. Love is the most significant thing one can ever have. But once you have it our brains devalue it so much.