Tonight I reflect inwards. Whoa. Tonight Terrifying. Exciting.
How did I get so lost. Must continue to improve in ways not obvious before.

You don’t know craziness because it feels like being normal.

How could I let myself do such things.
Mj makes me feel so guilty. Its a good thing.

It feels like after all these year I don’t know who I am.

Either I lost it or I’m right. But considering how many people think I’m wrong I care about and have lost friendships over. I’m willing to bet I’m in the wrong.

The only way assholes exist is because they don’t even realize it.