Joy is life and all it’s experinces. Good and bad.
Getting my films done by summer for distribution will not be any easy task.

Planning for France. I leave Sunday For a 4pm plane. Still need a ride to the airport. I hope someone can bring me. This is going to be one long flight.

My mind finally had given up it’s biggest dream. I can’t say if it is a lack of promise in the future or that I had to stop wasting my time on getting my object of desire. Mentaly I am in a good place.

What does it all mean? Heck that what makes the future intresting. Even more so , if all of time has already happened and we are just preciving it one moment at a time, imagin how little we know. Just cogs in the machine…..

You have to be tuff to get what you want in life. And lucky on top of that. Even then nothing is enough. The human condition is never stable.