I see her in a parade. Riding on top of some monster car with the actor from Harry potter. I wish I could still hate her.

When awake my sister calls that she dreamed I died. The truth might be close in my sense of the word.

We both get sick to our stomach that our father has been applying to home depot for work. Applying as in multiple times… He has no idea why. Might be because he is 65 years old. Here is a man who coded a program to make him a guaranteed a winner in gambling. Owner of what used to be the largest surf skate snowboarding store in New England. And if there ever was a man who didn’t deserve to struggle that much, It would be my father. Every centimeter of my kindness comes from my father.
And he wants nothing more to just live on the beach and go surfing till he can’t. He doesn’t have long. I redouble my efforts.